I feel so defeated today, but I look at Matt and he is pretty chipper. I need to learn from Matt how to keep my smile on my face, and not let everything upset me.
He wasn't able to get the injections today. Bless his heart, he has bronchitis, and the drs were afraid the infection would get into his spine once they made the injections. MY GOODNESS. At first I was mad, because I rearranged my entire day at work, drove all the way down here during the week (which sounds easy, but believe me, its a beating to drive all that way during the week, especially when you have been driving all month across the state). Do I sound whiney. Yes. Am I proud of this whining? No. Just as soon as I got mad, I had to reevaluate and once I did that, and looked at Matt, I realized that this is NOT about me. Even two years into this relationship and I still have to remind myself to not be selfish. Gosh, I need to work on that. Matt is at his primary drs getting medicine to clear the bronchitis, so hopefully we can reschedule the procedure for Monday.
Please keep Matt in your prayers. He has been living with this back pain for 8 months. I can't imagine the pain he has every day, but his attitude is awesome. I hope the Lord blesses me with that type of attitude one day :)
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